When I decided
to go to The Catholic University of America in 2008 to begin my master’s degree
in medieval history, I had selected the university for its sterling reputation
as a center for those interested in the Middle Ages, rife with eminent
professors who wanted to cultivate students’ interest in a historical period
full of conflict, faith, invention, imagination, and change. As a cradle
Catholic myself who flourished in a Jesuit undergraduate school (The College of
the Holy Cross), it was icing on the cake to study at the university founded
and sponsored by the bishops of the country with the approval of the Holy See. But
as I finished my master’s, and then elected to stay at CUA for my doctorate,
the fact that my graduate education was housed at THE Catholic University of
America became increasingly important.
I was on campus the day Pope Francis
was elected and watched him emerge to the throngs at St. Peter’s Square.
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March 13, 2013 - Jorge Mario Bergoglio's first moments as Pope Francis |
As the
golden banners came down around campus as we celebrated our new Holy Father, it
was clear from the earliest moments of his papacy that he would enliven the
church and the world. It was impossible to ignore his beautiful words, his
pleas for social justice, and exhortations to love all people, creatures, and
our beautiful planet.
It was thrilling when it was
announced that as part of his visit to Washington D.C., he would give Mass on
the lawn of the Basilica of the National Shrine of the Immaculate Conception,
which is adjacent to our campus at CUA. I’ve spent so many Sundays at the
shrine, attending Mass, but also quiet moments during the week, between
classes, praying at the chapel of Our Lady of Perpetual Help. This was my
church, my school, and our pope, the people’s pope, would be there.
I spent this summer on campus
writing my dissertation. My doctoral dissertation is called “The Voice of Mary:
Later Medieval Representations of Marian Communication.” So for the past few
years, I’ve been writing in the shadow of the basilica, thinking about the
words of the Virgin Mary and her extensive power in medieval devotion. People
actively sought to communicate with her and they viewed her as an effective
intercessor. As I got deeper into the writing, it was easy to envision the
parallels. Mary, who demonstrated quiet obedience when accepting the angel
Gabriel’s message at the Annunciation, also spoke to people in the Middle Ages
and stirred powerful outpourings of religious piety. Pope Francis, humble while
functioning as the most powerful Catholic in the world, electrified the world
and challenged an increasingly narcissistic society to change.
In the quiet moments of the summer, amidst
editing footnotes and constructing an effective argument, I would occasionally
watch the Basilica, and in the dead of summer, the campus was quiet. How would
25,000 people fit here, and what would it look like? I tried to imagine this
church, majestic and awe-inspiring place, one of the largest Catholic Churches,
full to brimming with eager pilgrims, priests, students, families, all
clamoring for a glimpse at il Papa.
In the days leading up to His Holiness’s arrival, the excitement built on
campus as pope fever swept through Brookland, DC’s “Little Italy.”
I signed up to volunteer at the Mass,
checking tickets for those who were seated on the lawn. I arrived at campus as
the sun was coming up, excitement spread over the 1,000 volunteers who were
eager to play a small role in this historic day.
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In front of the Basilica, excited to volunteer for Mass |
The sun’s golden rays framed
the basilica, like a halo over this exalted shrine. After moving through
security and making our way to the Basilica Lawn, a clear blue sky enveloped
the campus, the light blues mixing beautifully with the blues and gold of the
National Basilica. An artistic mosaic was met with the rich mosaic of people
who were streaming across the lawn. I greeted families who flew in from
California, nuns who bussed in from New York, even friends of mine from college
– a Catholic reunion. As the hours passed, the lawn teemed with joy – everyone
was brimming with excitement over meeting the Holy Father. Alongside me were metropolitan
police and secret service. Snipers lined the buildings of our campus, protecting
the Holy Father, the dignitaries, and the 25,000 others who just wanted to
spend a few hours in communion with the pope.
As word got out that the pope was to
arrive soon, the barricades were closed, and security tightened up, preparing
the route for the Popemobile. The gorgeous music accompanied the beautiful
weather and landscape; God was the painter, conductor, of this day. The cheers
grew louder and louder, crescendoing as he arrived on campus. Our campus, where
students just the day before rushed to classes, rushed to the front of the
barricades to greet the pope. I was at the corner, and I saw the secret service
car preceding the Popemobile, as the cheers grew louder, as the white Jeep
appeared before me.
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I was this close to Pope Francis |
He was greeted like a rock star (this video by CUA shows the live version. The
parade downtown wasn’t for a sports team, or a throng of millennials screaming
for the latest boy band, but for a pious man who preached about caring for the
poor, loving all without judgment, and doing unto others. And this humble man, dressed
in white, waved and blessed the crowds, smiling modestly. Pope Francis’s
presence was invigorating. I waved and waved as he rode by, grinning and a bit
teary-eyed. Joy radiated throughout the campus. And then he did a victory lap,
coming back our way and the palpable joy and wonder spread. I waved feverishly,
so moved by the presence of this man, so filled with joy and hope, as faith
welled up within me. Calling it magical sounds trite and understated. It was
phenomenal. I was fifteen feet away with the Vicar of Christ, the heir to the
keys of St. Peter’s. But those terms, majestic and accurate, would not be Pope
Francis’s first choice of titles. He has carried himself with humility,
embracing the role of servus servorum dei
(Servant of the Servants of God), the people’s pope.
After
the Popemobile tour, Francis entered the Basilica to process down the aisle. I
had seen so many priests walk down that aisle, and it was remarkable to know
that he was doing the same. And as he came out behind the red velvet cloth, it
was reminiscent of when he first stepped onto St. Peter’s, overlooking the
flock of excited Catholics. We witnessed the canonization of St. Junipero
Serra, an eighteenth-century Spanish Franciscan missionary. It was a historic
moment as it was the first canonization to ever take place in the United
States. As a medieval religious historian, I had long studied the history of
canonization procedures and the impact of saints in medieval society and I was
able to witness was a twenty-first century edition of a medieval practice.
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Pope Francis swinging the incense (Courtesy of Politico.com) |
The
canonization transitioned into the Mass, which mirrored Pope Francis’s message
of welcoming and loving all. Different parts of the mass were read in different
languages, a variety of genres of music sung by the angelic choir: a colorful
tapestry of all of the different kinds of people who professed the faith. I was
thrilled beyond words that I was able to receive communion, as they provided
gluten-free communion for those of us who could not consume the wheat due to
Celiac Disease. To fully partake in this most special mass and receive the Holy
Eucharist was just one of many blessings of the day. There was time to pause
and pray silently, and I offered up prayers for my family and friends, loved
ones who had passed on, and for the world in crisis, that such crises and
expressions of hate would be challenged through the love and strength of those
who saw the good in people. In the concluding remarks, Cardinal Wuerl, Archbishop
of the Diocese of Washington, thanked and welcomed the pope on behalf of the
diocese, country, and The Catholic University of America. We CUA students
clapped and cheered, and the welcoming words brought the entire crowd to its
feet again. It was our city, our campus, our church, our pope, and we could not
be more thrilled to have him in our backyard.
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I was up past these trees, but this gives some semblance of the crowds |
As
the pope went into the basilica one more time, and people started to go, the
music continued to play, fading more into the background. The sun set, drenching
the religious landscape with new hues, closing out on a magnificent day. We
began to pack up, and bid farewell to old friends and new ones, wishing everyone
the best as we went our separate ways. Some were complete strangers, but we
were united in this shared experience.
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"Love is Our Mission: Welcome Pope Francis" (Banner on the Basilica) (Courtesy of Politico.com) |
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The closing moments of Mass |
As
I made my way home, I reflected on the day with my husband, parents, and
grandparents, all who watched it online but wanted to hear my version. Beyond
my wedding day and a select few memories, this day was like no other. I walked home
with a feeling of hope, a sense of renewed faith – that if one man could rally
a crowd like this, could we take that feeling and bring positive change to our
nation’s capital. In discussing this palpable energy on campus with Msgr. Paul
McPartlan, professor of theology here at CUA, he beautifully articulated that we
need to remember that while Pope Francis provided palpable energy and
inspiration, we need to remember that it is the Holy Spirit that is within us,
always, and gives us the power and strength to effect positive change and make
a dedicated effort to improve conditions, in the wake of His Holiness’s visit. Just
because Pope Francis has departed our nation’s capital, does not mean that his
message should fade into the background.
Because
of an efficient and dedicated staff, the campus will go back to normal quickly,
and in a few days, there will be little physical evidence that he was here. But
I am hoping that the Holy Spirit will continue to flow through the city and make
us think less of selfies, and strive to be selfless. I’m less than a year away
from finishing my dissertation on the voice of Mary, and its resonance at the
end of the Middle Ages. I’ve been making progress, but the days of writing and
editing are not always glamorous and rewarding. But after a day like that, when
the Spirit is alive and ever-present, it is a reminder to be proud to be
studying at The Catholic University of America, writing about the Virgin Mary.
The
pope came to my school, and it is my hope for all who witnessed his presence,
whether in person or through the media coverage, we heed his lessons and live
his mission to the fullest.
Great reminiscence, but Brookland is known as "Little Rome", not "Little Italy".
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